A clearer moment With tears of joy I gave to myself When I realized That there is nothing Starting from this day That’s gonna hinder Or take my dreams Away My life had become a cell A soul of lust rots away No more living by a sense of force fed guilt Take it away Hear what they say As they push my life away This time will pass They had their chance But this is my life My life A lesson learned is a message passed The truth is the path they believe is a vicious lie But it has been a part of me in every single day I breathe Built upon my conscience just to take my self esteem away My life until now, it felt so wrong [My life until now] felt so Broken on top of my hate [felt so wrong] Alone with my faith [felt so wrong] Just focused on mistakes [felt so wrong] I must end this way [felt so wrong] Felt so wrong [Felt so] Raped and tortured within [Free myself] The way I should be [Break away] Just focused on mistakes [Felt so fucking wrong] I must end this way [Felt so] It has been a part of me in every single day I breathe Built upon my conscience and dealt a sense of apathy