The blood is pooling underneath my bed
The lies are boring deep into my head
I rebuild myself by leaving you for dead
My seas run red
Will you forget?
We are turning black and rotting on the vine
All I want is to exchange the mundane for the divine
Light is fading, this fog of doubt distorts my sight.
Crawling through an ever-thickening stream of self-infliction
Drowning slowly
If I gasp for air my lungs will fill with black smoke rising
From your funeral pyre
We choke on good intentions
My every word is poison
Seeping into your soul
Gnawing at you like a promise broken
If I was to die
By your hand tonight,
What a waste of your time...
All I taste is dust
Slithering through this waking nightmare
Still I'm searching for you, kindred spirit
When I find you, I will live forever
But I'm running in circles and I can't find a way to face you
Maybe one day I'll finally grow into something almost human
Now I've dug so deep that I can't see the sun!