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My Concience.......

is stained by thoughts of death.

Negation.......

Lurks in my every breath.

Dark visions.......

Repel my inner strength.

Affliction.......

Is driving me insane!

Turmoil.......

And prejudice collide.

Devour.......

The balance of my mind.

Elusive.......

Predomination rise.

Exhausting.......

Ways to cope with life.

No one will ever understand,

the pain that i`m bearing deep inside.

The light from my sight now withers away,

and darkness descends to ruin my day.

My body and soul entangled in sin,

my innocent thoughts betray me give in.

Feel like i`m drowning no self esteem,

the world sleeps in dark or is it just me?

Death within my body, but no one can see,

Insanity is rising, and cruelty sets in

Transfixed, awake I`m watching it grow,

Day after day I`m losing control.

I speak as a king who has fallen from grace,

The right of delight torn off from my face.

This feeling is hidden inside me so well,

Can`t reach it, or touch it, i can`t bring it forth.

Sitting on my throne with no one to rule,

Everything is gone, since dark overules.

Now only memories will make me go on

Into the valley, I will never return.

Braindead, celestial contempt

Baptized, in utmost emptiness

Neglected, a sacrament to me

Homage, to inconsistency!

Auschwitz.....

Reborns into my life.

Tormented.....

My soul is off to die.

Cruelty.....

Will always be my guide.

Depression.....

Right in front my eyes!

Dormant.....

By incessant dismay.

Seclusion.....

Before me shuts my way.

Misguided.....

By traces of distress.

Abducted.....

By legions of the dead!