You gave it all
All your fucking life
In your conscious
Acceptence of despair
You surrendered
You gave over
As a self-traitor
The few bits
The few parts
That made me gain respect for you
Isn't it hard now
To crawl?
In your own mess
Smell the stench
Of your own disgust
Every living day
A battle
To embrace yourself
In the depths of your hostile frame
You are
Offering no resistance
Was it worth the betrayal
Of your only
Few strong
Beliefs?
Your better times
Will never come; they've never been
You gave in all
All your fucking life
In your conscious
Acceptance of despair
You surrendered