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Years passed by and nothing has changed

Nothing is usually like before

I cant still feel you in this place

I pray for God to give me strength

She took you and she's reaching me

Im tired of trying to face

This things without you

Tired of trying tô understand why you are gone

They say there's a light we all can see

But this darkness blinds me

And now my time is running out

Looking at this walls

Your photo is still there

All your things remain in their place

As you have always like

I can't stay one more minute in this house

Your presence no longer sencet

And I can't touch you

These memories will never go away

Remembering you are a weight

That I cant carry anymore

How to live with your loss ?

Who will rebuild my dreams?

What should I do when I do not

Want them to reach out me

I never thought id say that

But I Just cant stand It anymore

The weapon is here by my side

Bringing me the hope

That these pills no longer bring

This is so unfair

This nightmare became real

No one can bring you back

With shaking hands I load the gun