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I lay down and

Close my eyes

Remembering a time when life was easier

As I lay here

I begin to regret what I have done up until now

No way is this healthy

Trapped in this mindset

No way is this healthy

So now

With knowing my weakness

Why do I choose to continue down this same path

Be honest

This fictional life

I chase after

When I should except who I am

No way is this healthy

Trapped in this mindset

No way is this healthy

It just brutalizes my future

I have spent ten years

Withering away from neglect, from abuse

They have become my church

My skin is a shell of what I could have been

Be honest