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I’ve begged for pain for so many years

Praying to god, falling on deaf ears

Hearing the voices of the dead

Visions of suffering in my head

I am your slave for eternity

Cut me just to watch me bleed

I’m begging you for suffering

My only fix is the pain

I scream out your name in vain

Twisting pleasure into pain

Thoughts fade, empty creeps in

The hurting will never end

Living a life filled with sin

Playing a game I know that I can’t win

Bottle up jealousy gets the best of me

Secrets of life I now know aren’t free

God's voice, deafening

The light is my only refuge

Forgiveness never comes

Save me from the mental abuse

Mental exhaustion

My skin begins to swell and blister

Endless suffering

The burning familiar I’ve missed ya