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Pull me into the dirt

Let me feel nothing but hurt

Nothing left for me to yearn

Faces fade and the memories blur

The body gives up, soul takes its turn

The price is steep, you’re gonna learn

Seeing hell, blessed me with the burn

Lemme tell ya something bout hell

Your ears will ring, until they’re done talkin

You can try and wake up, but they won’t let ya til they’re done

You asked for the lord but he didn’t answer

No one hears you repent

Wash yourself in your sins

It just gets harder, day by day

I’ve tried for awhile, no one hears you pray

Lord let me drift away

Save me from all this pain

My mind begins to reel

I still grip the steel

Lord take away my grace

Burning touch across my face

Second chance new life begins

Death is not the end

I grip the blade until it turns dull

I can’t get this pressure outta my skull

Death gets hard and life gets harder

A thousand goodbyes couldn’t end this sorrow

Trying to make sense of all this, make me feel complete

I’m losing my mind with my back on the concrete