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Thought patterns

governed by complex mind

control

Disturbing visions

Sub-consciously rejected by my soul

I accept, I

obey, I cannot see past the suffering

I deny, I reject, I refuse to open my

mind

Face... where ever your thoughts may lead you

Search... for the

answers within yourself

Never-ending battle

Is fought on and on

Battlefield

turned useless

Stamina fades in time

Attempting to recover

I look myself in

the eye

Miserable images and

Experiences of failure

Slowly pass me

by

Reach... to find the incomprehensible

Release... before attempting to

confront

Never-ending battle

Is fought on and on

Battlefield turned

useless

Stamina fades in time

Awakened state of emergency

Is called upon my

self-reflection

Confronted by sub-conscious thoughts

I'm devastated beyond

recognition

Disturbed and detached

So restricted by

confliction

Deconstructed and decompiled

Never ever to be

Assembled

again

Attempting to recover

I look myself in the eye

Miserable images

and

Experiences of failure

Slowly pass by my

Face... where ever your

thoughts may lead you

Search... for the answers within yourself

Reach... to

find the incomprehensible

Release... before attempting to

confront

Shattered and incomplete

Control has been lost for good

The will

must admit defeat

Realise what it never could