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It just

keeps on raining insults

much more than I can bare

I keep getting into

conflicts

Is it caused by myself?

Have I changed so much

that the others

can't keep up?

Or has my world been standing still?

Is there something to

compare with?

Information is limited

Am I asking the wrong

questions?

Loyalty I don't feel

Has the situation become that

bad?

Friendship still has the same meaning.

Or has it? I still feel

completely unchanged.

Listen to yourself... really listen

You won't like

what you'll hear.

I'd rather be self occupied

than worry about what the

outside world perceives

I like to have a moral ground

but not if my

surroundings ignore the facts

Has my judgement grown so much worse?

Has

anger and disappointment replaced

this bitter angst I once felt?

At least

I'm no longer afraid to loose

what I once held so dear.

Listen to

yourself... really listen

You won't like what you'll hear.

Projection of

self-image... on other people

This is the only way to learn the truth

Moral

Perception

I'd rather be self occupied

than worry about what the outside

world perceives

If I cannot live up to my own standards

How can I expect

someone else to?

I cannot, therefore I must abort and reject

Destroy the

chains that hold me back and reach for the sky.