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Through your instructions I perceive a reality

can I agree still with my own suffering?

I help the truth to come into the world

I can recognize myself in birth throes

dirty hands touch a foetus

Father´s pleasure is great

The first contact with the world

I don´t dare to look at you, I am too much cowardly

the feeling of well achieved work didn´t show up.

I got a right

to dispose of my life according to my consideration

I have already decided!

A bullet honours a brain its visit

senses escape a hole in a head

I won´t see the sun tomorrow

in last years it didn´t shine as once

I saw it, it made a strange face

It hasn´t pleasure from my coming strange?!

March under tunnel didn´t do

I have been waiting for it , it can rid me of fear

I close my conscience ahead of public

sterilized thinking engendered a poor man

it was right decision

finally the first right decision.