I bear what you left me inside Dying day by day Still watching over me While crawl to nowhere And anxiously looking for breath Praying for the end of this day ... Fear grows again Again... It grows again and again... I'm still here Waitin' at you Distressed are the souls Look at the future now So pathetic and gray Fulfilled with emptiness My days are broken Nothing more to cure There's nothing deeper Than the wounds in the heart Relations as knives Pierces deep in the flesh Is what we have become Strangers to ourselves What might have been Now only tears and ash Memories...left Just broken glass So Cold... I'm so cold... I'm here... I'm still fucking here... What might have been Now only tears and ash I'm here... I'm still fucking here... In solitary screaming... Cannot live anymore I cannot live anymore My days are stained by you...