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I suffer from depression, a leakage in my mind

No matter all my efforts, no happiness I find

Lonely and embittered, I dream about my death

Frustration of desires, my thirst is never quenched

This road never diverges, my life is meaningless

I sit here with my chalice, half empty full of piss

They say I'm grim and bitter, a comfortless useless waste

The future is unpromising, and the world is full of hate

Nihilistic Existence

Relentless negativity, no values or belief

My animal insanity, to the world I do bequeath

I walk this mundane cycle, through battlegrounds I trod

And on my dying day I'll fertilize the sod

I detest this existence, I hate society

I turn from your religion, you've only ever lied to me

I know that nothing matters inside this rotted heart

Emotional cannibalism rips my flesh apart

Nihilistic Existence