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For all my life I believed in something called love

Some feeling to distract people from the real life

A life where there is no hope

I was just wandering in this senseless life

There was a hole that couldn't be filled

I felt cold while I was falling into this eternal void

The blood in my veins was cold

And everything was darker as I fell down even more

I can’t eat anymore

I can’t laugh anymore

I can’t sleep anymore

And I can’t talk about this feelings

They think I’m annoying

They think I’m gross

They don’t love me anymore

And I can’t take this anymore

What am I supposed to do?

I just hurt everyone around me

I’m sorry, really sorry for doing this to you

And there they leave, especially the one I love the most

I’m sorry if you are reading this note

But trust me… that your lives will be better

I love all of you, so I shall remove this burden

And again, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

I tie the knot and hang it to the cealing

I prepare the chair right under it

I get on the chair and put the knot around my neck

The note is on the desk beside me

I wrote my feelings on it

And I finally jump off the chair

I can’t breath

I’m finally dying

For all my life I believed in something called love

Some feeling to distract people from the real life

A life where there is no hope

And I was just wandering in this empty unloved world