Seventeen, my life lay before me Now it seems just like a dream Life seems so cold now I have no one to hold me I face death alone I don't want your tears I don't want your prayers I'm at peace with myself I have no one to blame Death has me in chains And it won't let go Going out, hitting the scene Looking for love in dangerous places Sick and tired of being alone Nothing here but burnt out faces Then she stood before me My angel out of the night Evil eyes I could not see A twist of fate gave me disease Twist of fate gave me disease I wish I'd never seen her I wish it was all just a dream A bad dream Oh my god, I think I'm dying Never thought I'd go out this way Tears of pain Got no past, got no future Death is near, the fight is futile Tears of pain Now I sit all alone waiting for death to come Smash the mirror with my fist Oh god, what have I done? Memories of pleasure buried in my mind Love has rotted and now eats my flesh There's no cure I'm running out of time, running out of time I wish I'd never seen her I wish it was all just a dream A bad dream Oh my god, I think I'm dying Never thought I'd go out this way Tears of pain Got no past, got no future Death is near, the fight is futile Tears of pain