Fluid as it was, sheltered in my chest A thick warning pain built to last Sneaking through my nerves, killing me Badly managed grief, built to last and here to stay As I stormed my way to “it” A magnet for hatred, pulling my love and hate Not even worth a smile, ridiculous as it is But the more I look at it, the sillier it gets Its salvation stupid! Through fury So join for a little while and strike where it hurts As I stormed my way to “it” A magnet for hatred, pulling my love and hate Not even worth a smile ridiculous as it is But the more I look at it, the sillier it gets Deprived for a second but loaded for good Blackmailing and isolation unleashed Downtrodden, they said, and other fucked up excuses Duty is no self esteem, as honor is engaged!