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Welcome in my own asylum!

Hidden from the world, I’m givin’ up

In this cold room, they locked me up

Grey walls, my demons n drugs

We are disgusting like fucking crawling bugs

All of those who loved me, let me down

Abandonment

Makes me ashamed

In my loneliness

Judgment

Puts me away

deeper in my inner solitude

Memories of my past sore me every day,

Agonizing pain revived with no decay.

Seclusion is the heaven of sorrow

I am a freak for all the free,

free for all the freaks!

Outside these wall they are as fools as me

I would like to see the Styx and bath my soul in it.

The medicines just make me sick

Losing control, sinking in

Losing control, sinking in!

Abandonment

Makes me ashamed

In my loneliness

Judgment

Puts me away

deeper in my inner solitude

Delusion

Altered reality

Seclusion

to recover sanity

Reaction

I’m a fucking anomaly

Redemption

I need no mercy

I see them, kind…

The tell me they help me

I see their lies

But I know they’ll wound me

Restrain the witch

Sedate the beast

Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment

Phases of intense and unstable relationships with loved ones,

swinging from extreme closeness and love to extreme dislike or anger

Impulsive and often dangerous conducts,

Recurring suicidal or self-harming behaviors

severe dissociative symptoms, such as losing touch with reality and observing oneself from outside the body.

Tell me it's not the truth !

Lame

I’m a germ, a parasite.

Shame

My head my soul my mind caged

Glow, the outside light glows

Cling me to life

Cling me to life

Shine, the outside light shines

I will awake

And the nightmare repeats

Beyond the walls of this fucking punishment

I'd want to drown all these demons

Feeling my damned soul

Blowing up and rising above all

They just locked me lock me here, turn and turn it too

Nothing like disease, ha! nothing like a flue

Why bringing capsules? I'm okay so far

Feeling brain storm, mind is war

“Crawl up to your savior”

I have heard into my head

Abandonment

Makes me ashamed

In my loneliness

Judgment

Puts me away

deeper in my inner solitude