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Seems that they won't let this wrapped to an end

and make it as a forgotten tale of madness

A thing that once was far enough to comprehend

Yet now it's becoming a fracture of myself

As I woke up too early, bathed in sweat

The dream has just begun to disturb this peaceful mind

Overwhelmed in guilt just about every night

I hear the terror speaks for itself inside my head

Reality won't fade away that fast

You never ever know how to stop it

A cool dude today, could be a cruel beast the other day

Everything is totally possible

Alone in this struggle, too weak to fight

Sometimes I just want to die

Tortured in this fragile existence

O God, please take this pain from me...

Flesh stimulated lust and defecting impulses

Out to drive me crazy as I still can't figure out why

A stranger, so close enough to make it mine

Deeds after deeds, uncounted, I'm not in control...!

Born blind then crushed by nurturance

Mentally undesirable

I'm locked up beneath the surface

Now how can I honor myself...?

In the middle of life so surreal but yet so true!