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I'm crying and dying

Emotions I can't share

Nobody told me - life was so unfair

In darkness I stare

Why didn't I care

Gloomy I walk

Don't know how to talk

I scream out so loud

Yet hear no reply

The anger surrounds me

twisting all my mind

Their actions succeeded to

inject the drug apathy named!

They have made me a man

Without a voice

Without a chance

Or without a choice

Expression of feelings

Expression of hate

How do I get out of this gate?

There's no way to get my opinions

across - I realize my years in

existence been a real loss

Sometimes it feels like I am nailed to the cross

Even though I'm aware

I'm judged as if I wasn't there

I wanna speak out to say how I feel

The problem is - no one takes me for real

Positive hopes - turning dark so complete

Knowledge is power - now I'm aware

Through years of existence

I just haven't care

I guess I've spoiled those years

of wisdom I could've shared