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Like a puff of smoke, eve had disapeared

i search desperately for her calling her name

till my voice could no longer

Heavy rain sounds in the quiet darkness

the drops grow salty merging with my tears

inner peace has abandoned me

washed away in the swell of my loss

Beauty

happiness

freedom

purity

its all gone

i may as well be dead

Returning to my home

blackness has entered my heart

the opium boiled, the pain will reside

ill return to my empty shell

The elixir was complete

i ignite my match

and place the flame against the pipe

A deep breath

waves of euphoria caress

crawl beneath my skin

With each pull i step deeper

the shadows receded farther and farther

i open my eyes to see her smile

SMILE!!!!!

Sitting in my lap, her arms snaked around my waist

her words painted a picture of a surreal place

where we could one day live and be at peace

She placed her hands on mine as she spoke

still clutching the pipe, her curiosity grew

her eyes light up and turned to mine

Looking to explain, to show her my world

the weight of the moment

Could have crushed every bone in my body

the time had come

my moment

her moment

my deluded state whispered to me

everything will be fine

but does she even know of sin

i will be the one to taint her innocence

I will be the one

i will be the one to taint her