"I thought through this life my time will be my own The step I now am taking's for eternity alone No one need be the wiser, through time I shall be free And as the past hath been the future still will be To my guileless heart all free from worldly care And full of blissful hopes and youthful visions rare The world seamed bright the thret'ning clouds were kept From sight and all looked fair but pitying angels wept They saw my youthful friends grow shy and cold And poisonous darts from sland'rous tongues were hurled Untutor'd heart in thy gen'rous sacrafise Thou dids't not weigh the cost nor know the bitter price Thy happy dreams all o'er thou'st doom'd also to be Bar'd out from social scenes by this thy destiny And o'er thy sad'nd mem'ries of sweet departed joys Thy sicken'd heart will brood and imagine future woes And like a fetter'd bird with wild and longing heart Thou'lt dayly pine for freedom and murmor at thy lot But could'st thou see the future and view that glorious crown Awaiting you in Heaven you would not weep nor mourn Pure and exalted was thy father's aim, he saw A glory in obeying this high celestial law For to thousands who've died without the light I will bring eternal joy & make thy crown more bright I'd been taught to reveire the Prophet of God And receive every word as the word of the Lord But had this not come through my dear father's mouth I should ne'r have received it as God's sacred truth" - Helen Mar Kimball, 1881