This pain I feel - so deeply profound A war waged inside, it’s hell unbound These crushing remains of neglected destruction falling down on a soul of fragile construction It sows the seed of demise in my eyes I poison my soul with shattering cries The devastating energy of falling skies It blossoms in me – a torn shell that dies Those I love I burry them with me in a suffocating swamp of infinite agony The claws of deceit reach for your light But as your pain revives my lifeless eyes You make me see In shame I cover my face as I see you drowning In shame I turn away But what is dead is dead There is no fucking way back In this never-ending pain I long for the end