Each time the pain approaches more and more in my life as the wind Every time it blows I do not know what moment came to stop inside of n me It is a painful truth to see the dark reality the taste of paranoia accompanies me at night, the suffering of life It makes me hate it more and more Until committing to suicidal act .. Oh how I hate this life full of pain and people around you that you hate more and more, damn society ... It is a painful truth to see the dark reality. Fear of death for me is already normal more than death you fear that life will remain the same .. You come to hate life that to suicide it's normal for you ... Damn I do not want acts of charity, help I do not need it I just want escape from the dark reality. Life is pain... Life is pain... Beautiful is wanting to die and it's true commit suicide of this horrible reality Escape from society. Do not hide what you feel It's just an insane game. Killing people is something I want see blood in my hands of any useless people.