And this is how I see the destruction of my life slowly consuming my body, trying to fill this gap, this cold searching an incomprehensible flame it can warm up this cold, it can warm up this cold. (Nothing can calm this cold I feel inside of me) How was it that happened? How long ago it was that I became a filth? How I came to despise me so much every day? I've lost everything, I'm wrapped in endless misery I lost in the abyss of society I lost myself ... What did I do wrong? The best days of my life are gone, the smiles that I had are gone at every step and I just wanted to be alone and looking away ...