I don't need your swearing nor vows, words so deliberate, words so empty, smiles in the dark hiding the thoughts but gilding the purpose. I don't need your trust, because when I bleed, you won't sacrifice the sleeve of your rag, the cure will be too distant. I don't need your help, the hissing promises, over the chasm you will be the one, who shove me first, with the adamant eyes filled with pride, so dignified. I abandon your compass, your signs I don't follow your trace, on other paths there are no stones, that can hurt my feet. I sentenced myself to exile far away from your serenity, where I can fill my lungs with something else than your speech. I don't need your help, the hissing promises, over the chasm you will be the one, who shove me first, with the adamant eyes filled with pride, so dignified. I... I want to lay my tired body under the skies, that are truly black, not in your shade of black. I... I want to change to see the colours that you have quenched. I want to breathe, breathe! The dream is gone, I hear the heavy steps, bonds of reality are on my hands! Such cold chains, such cold chains! They drag me down, bend my back like the shackles of a fugitive! Kneel, kneel! Under the oppressive pall of your grip I will head towards the light! To rise! and one of these days my hand will hold the lamp its flame will reveal my path! Lead me!