I don't need your swearing nor vows, words so deliberate, words so empty, smiles in the dark hiding the thoughts but gilding the purpose. I don't need your trust, because when I bleed, you won't sacrifice the sleeve of your rag, the cure will be too distant. I don't need your help, the hissing promises, over the chasm you will be the one, who shoves me first, with the adamant eyes filled with pride, so dignified. I abandon your compass, your signs, I don't follow your trace, on other paths there are no stones, that can hurt my feet. I sentenced myself to exile far away from your serenity, where I can fill my lungs with something else than your speech. I don't need your help, the hissing promises, over the chasm you will be the one, who shoves me first, with the adamant eyes filled with pride, so dignified. I... I want to lay my tired body under the skies that are truly black, not in your shade of black, I... I want to change to see the colours that you have quenched. I want to breathe! The dream is gone, I hear the heavy steps, bonds of reality are on my hands. Such cold chains, such cold chains. They drag me down, bend my back, like the shackles of a fugitive. Kneel, kneel! Under the oppressive pall of your grip I will head towards the light to rise! And one of these days my hand will hold the lamp, whose flame will reveal my path. Lead me!