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holy mind trips, from what you shared.

the guilt and pain i felt before the end.

i hurt myself, my words distorted by your reality.

you said you'd kill yourself, if i had ever left.

but you had stayed right there

the cuts, on my wrist that show i'll try again

everything now, felt so pointless.

i forgave them more than you.

your restless actions and lies, for everything i had done!

back where we are, i was trapped

stuck, blinded, and raped.

fucked in my head.

i cant foregone anymore.

i cant convey this hurt

everything hurts.