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I open my tired eyes

I give my mind time to catch up

I try to shake the cobwebs loose

Please tell me I didn't slip up

Knees buckle from under me

Crawling out of the fucking ditch

My hands are covered in filth

It always hurts waking up like this

My mind is fogged

As I stare up into the sun

The light that is blinding me

Shows me exactly what I have done

My head is almost empty

I can't remember a thing

I wipe my hands off on the grass and

My color becomes green

As I walk this broken road

I see you standing there

You wait for me motionless with

The sun glinting off of your hair

My mind is fogged

As I stare up into the sun

The light that is blinding me

Shows me exactly what I have done

If God is our father

Then our lives are surely doomed

Walking past my dying trees

These people are mine too

I do not want you here

I can't look at your slit throat

I do not want you here

That is all she fucking wrote

I'll wait for you right here

I don't know why I do this

I'll wait for you right here

Go ahead, You deserve it

The sky up above my head

Turns my whole world blue

Why do things keep changing like this

I will come back for you

If God is our father

Then our lives are surely doomed

Walking past my dying trees

These people are mine too