I am going mad Splitting in my head Bottles fill my room It’s a delirium Hear what I have said I’ve lost all I had I know I won’t last Nothing’s what I trust In this lie I live and I cry Let me have my way How I hate this shit But I live in it Now I’m not afraid That’s the game I’ve played I know I’ve a right Drink all day and night That’s a dreadful show But I want it so Chorus: Take now what is given That’s how I’m not forgiven See now my reaction That’s how I get satisfaction I don’t wish to think I can only drink Bottles fill my room It’s a delirium