Cold touch instead of body heat Heart bleeding that was to still Abandoned hope and hazy dreams That’s all you left me here The hole I dug - not deep enough To bury the past that tore me apart The den I found – not proof enough To shelter me from bad signals The house I built – not calm enough To be back in the world of alive The memories seem distant But the longing burns me down again I wanna snip it but then you appear And flashbacks start to roll within Unfinished chapters and stories recall Traumatic legacy that I must hold I’ll be a thorn in your proud heart I’ll be a flaw in a perfect rock Your worst nightmare/A gift of the Greek Far least for all you brought to me Dead silence instead of smile Poor act with little, white lies Unfinished chapters and stories recall Traumatic legacy that I must hold