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Blackened Days flying on awful pareidolias

Into the abyss of a weird Agnosia, completely lost

Burning me in the hellish haptic Hallucinations,

 the smell of terrible poison into my nose,

Putrefaction around my bed…

I’m lost; I’m buried in this frightful pseudo-reality!!!

Cenestecical sensations of my being petrified

paralyzed in a cruel and painful taxidermia…

I’m hole, I’m rotten inside, repugnant animals walking into my stomach

I can’t shout, I can’t walk or run…

The soundless voices in my head are torture me!! Nooo!

I need a knife to cut my skin, to penetrate my bones and

to stop the whispers! Intrapsychical gloomy murmur

Trapped in my horror of Nyctophobia I can’t go out!!

The night wants to devour me, monsters wants to kill me!!

In my total nihilistic delirium I fell it’s my total

ruin death so decay!

Physical destruction and illness Pest!

I deny my organs! Rotten and dead…

Alive, Alive! I’m incomplete Aphasia now; no body can hear me…