this is the last song of my black heart
made in its deepest abstract part
sulfur in my eyes, blinded my way
gas infected my veins, poisoning me inside
I’m alive only in my grave
where all humankind will be enslaved
find me
among these cruel souls
finding my feelings,
lost in this putrid hole
near the worms far from the light
I hope you take me away,
everything is better than this place
don’t betray me I’ll find you
something that has not changed
is that I’m the cancer
if my fate is to be alone
may this casket be my home
among the worms far from the light
to embrace the darkness is my right
this mental state purrs like a cat
but I keep feeling like a running rat
I’ve consumed my teeth and nails
scratching this lid biting my veins
trying to ease my state of mind
and turn my heart to suicide
near the worms far from the light
I hope you take me away,
everything is better than this place
don’t betray me I’ll find you
something that has not changed
is that I’m the cancer