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i am to

ask myself why it’s happened for no reason

was the cause so clear

overwhelmed falling into the routine

i misbelieved in me

white’s not white even black was not the same

should’ve let it dissipate

fancy words coming from the wiser mouth

were able to explain

true evasion

of fixation

always wanted

never felt

wailing heart could not pretend

shallow thinking

has paved the way

i’ve dug up own grave

the darkest road through saddest maze

suddenly did appear

the more i’m wrecked the more i see

deception not a dream

two steps back for one step forward

considering the blame

avarice for dreams out of reach

pride awarded with shame

true evasion

of fixation

always wanted

never felt

wailing heart could not pretend

shallow thinking

has paved the way

i’m digging my grave

[guitar solo Abess]

always wanted

never felt

wailing heart could not pretend

shallow thinking

has paved the way

i’ve dug up own grave

fire burns all what’s insane

parting the unexplored

incandescent disjointed chain

and two histories end

a shame…

true evasion

of fixation

always wanted

never felt

wailing heart could not pretend

shallow thinking

has paved the way

i’m digging my grave

always wanted

never felt

wailing heart could not pretend

shallow thinking

has paved the way

i’ve dug up own grave

[guitar solo Abess]