Time is inexorably running out Involuntarily whispering familiar words Drinking the scents of incense through the Bars Roses scattered under the feet of the chasubles And only the scream of silence blasts your head Old age among the flowers left behind Mocking secrets among grasses unmowed Your hands the same, though already gray Folded in prayer but dirty forever Among the flowers left behind... Folded in prayer! Dirty forever! So why do i follow you on the dark path of suffering? Why do i fall into a river of vile deeds for you? Why are the nails in my hands so cold? Can i hear the truth from your mouth for once? Are the slippery hands always holy? Is it really so easy to deceive me? All your wrongs shout in my head! Tears drip with mercy through those you touched As i hear the quiet, involuntary sobs Deeper and deeper a pattern is forged Is this the way it should be, will it stay this way? Day after day i get used to it, feeding the venom to daily life With hands soiled with a slimy mass Once the dirty secrets were astonishing The scream of silence that used to tear my head apart Today it soothes my heart, it gives me satisfaction Miserere nostri!!! Domine!!! Miserere nostri!!!!!!! Domine!!!!!! In nomine patris, in nomine patris