I don’t know why I’m feeling so strange It’s not just sadness or melancholy This paranoia is cheating me I can’t bear it anymore Laying crouched on the floor I feel just like a stray dog Oh, can’t you ear my moan? I need help to blow away this fog I need a friend! I know that I got some But I’m feeling alone… Again! My heav is heavy, my brain hangs low My mind is crowded by a thousand flies Can’t walk away, nowhere to go I’m feeling cold and I close my eyes Not for my lyrics, not for my voice Not for love, not for hate Not for the wavering of making a choice Not for metal, glory or fate I feel a lame laggin’ alone Lapidated by doubts which freeze my mind You pathetic child! Can’t you ear what I’m saying? You’re just a loser, a living-dead worm I’m your will to live and you must obey to me… To me! Laying crouched in my mind I just feel anger and pain Moans of sadness spread my lips How can I fight? Laying wounded more and more Surrounded by the echoes of my heart This beating pain tears me apart Just another slammed door