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Blinds are shut, door is locked

I've remained in this isolated state for weeks now

only you won't notice at all

because you've already left me here

all the promises were left in empty knots

that I tried to untie

only for each knot to turn into open nooses

shut away because it's what you would have wanted

and my fear of abandonment has become suffocating

veins are clogged by my regret

I just watched you walk away

now I'm pushing the blade deeper this time

our frozen memories pour out

I hope this time I forget

the blade meets my skin

just like how I once met you

and you just vanished...

I just watched you walk away...