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Life means nothing

when all colours have been stripped away

I look outside to see everything monotone

nothing ever gets better

and I'm always stupid enough to think otherwise

I'm all alone and suffering in silence

nobody will ever notice when I'm gone

bleeding and fading

all happiness have been snuffed out

and so has my hope

so many failed attempts

why can't it ever work?

I'll live through life alone and die alone

it's the painful pill I swallowed

it's how it was always meant to be...