we used to walk through the forest we used to talk for hours staring into the black of each others eyes I saw the way your eyes fixed onto the girl next to me I saw the way you looked at her I knew what was about to happen and it's sad to say I'm not surprised that you've replaced me for her where does love go? after it's ben lost what do I do? if I have nothing left to lose I was cold in your bed before you have left why did you have to... treat me like I'm not a human? why did you have to turn everyone against me... I think about killing myself almost every day and I tell myself you would care but I know that you won't disowned and alone my trauma you used against me fighting for a reason to live you were once so special to me...