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Here is where I lie

hope used to feel alive

hope brung me dreams and happiness

and it's here where my hope began to die

I'm tired of this

where day bleeds into night

and I'm left with that same numb feeling

that grows for months

and with every month that pass

is another wound that'll never heal

and with every wound

is another scar reopened

and with every reopening

is new unhealed trauma

same nightmares and same flashbacks

same room and same fucking life

nobody will ever listen

and I wish I even had a voice I could use

it's pointless and has always been that way

I'll never feel fulfilled or happy

I'll be like this forever...