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You're lost in the traction of spring

only I'm stuck in this forever solitude

your warmth is so far beyond my reach

and now I'm staring at these walls for hours

darkness has become my closure

in these desperate times

locked away from society

sheltered in the comfort of self destruction

if only I can do it right this time

all this built up trauma

months worth of anhedonia

years worth of depression

now is my time to go...