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Memories flashed back in front of my eyes

When we used to walk in the rain

When we walked through the woods

You held your hand

Behind my ear

All of that has died

I wish I saw it coming

My blood is dancing in patterns

Like we once did in the rain

Why can't I ever be enough?

Why must I live a life

Where everything I love; hates me

This pain is unbearable

Everything is fading now

And I'm having another seizure

Choking, losing sight

And losing grasp

Your hand reaches out for mine

And it is then when I pass

You may hate me

Everyone May hate me after this

It doesn't matter

And it never will

For this is my final gift

To a world that hates me

This is my final gift

To a world that never gave me a chance