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Freezing cold air rips through my lungs

a burning sense of longing and self hate

pierces open my veins

I've got an unbearable pain that's 'ever growing

seeing how I haven't eaten in a day

I breathe in the air that grasps onto the mold

rotting inside my bed

no light has seen me in days now

and no one has seen me in a week

closed window, closed door

freezing room, still alive

I'm burdened by my own existence

and tormented with the curse you'd all call life

there's no reason for me to be here

there's no purpose at all

memories flash before my eyes

while I'm malnourished and giving up