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blood falls from my mouth

choking on the liquid

that rises in my throat

unable to release

all of this pain

all my depression will end

what a beautiful world I see

when my eyes roll back into my skull

to embrace... nothing

oudenophobia, agoraphobia

to die alone

writhing as I feel my heart

not beating the same

and as my breath fails

I will let go

separate myself

from all senses

clutching onto my chest

begging for this breath to be my last

unbearable pain

unimaginable despair