I've shed so many tears
and now I wait to die
for ages I've tried my best
put in my everything
and I see I've never been enough
so now I'm packing all my goodbyes
leaving only a note behind
forcing myself into isolation
withdrawing again
so nobody can see my pain
I tried to cut myself
but everything is too blunt
all it leaves is red marks
that'll disappear in a day or two
hopefully soon I find a car
that is going fast enough
hopefully soon my seizures will end
hopefully soon this pain will cease
