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i wake myself with screams i cannot see the dark i gasp for air and reach

for something i cannot remember sweat runs hot heart grows cold the fear

that fuels the inspiration urge cut short runs dry mond goes blank frustration

takes its toll. crying screaming waking up empty 3am and i can't find the

words pain between my eyes heartpumping hard and fast so unsure what lies

ahead. i can't see anything at all, all things deark ears ring loud. meanings

unclear purpose lost in daze of darkness pain confusion lost words make

their way back in pieces fragments cut to make all unclear fear slows down

the mind this pool of sweat reminds me that things are not what they seem