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Existance is misery

For I have long been dead within

A generation made the void

That my heart once resided in

It pains me to live in a world

Where God shames me for my cruel thoughts

My skin may look very lively

But deep within my insides rot

I long to witness

The creeks of blood

Vein their way through the lands

I wish hate

Didn't consume my soul

But genocide eats at my mind

An enemy of the devil

A failed child of God

Mixed blood, it stains my skin

I'm torn apart

By the world around

Nothing's alive within

How can one man

Have such great hatred

For the creed that killed morality

These thoughts of homicide plague my mind

A call to kill pains me

This blotch on the soul eats like a cancer

Please God relieve me

It's hard to clean this wretched stain