Just another sleepless night. I lay awake thinking of my life. Am I really the one I wanted to be? All this knowledge they share. It has taken me nowhere. I am still the one I've always been. Another day has passed by. Another evening turns into night and again I'm thinking: Was it wrong or was it right? Why I'm destined to lose every time I have to choose? The way I live my life. Why I fail it every time? In the end, do I fail again? In the end. Between heaven and hell. They say I got to go on. One day fortune will knock on my door. But after all things I've seen, I just can't believe it. Again on a sleepless night, I sit awake, crying the tears I once hide, and I realize I'm the one I was afraid to be.