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I cannot stand I just wanna leave

 It's Like a sign a nerve a pure desire

 Time has eroded the crude play

 Kisses have the taste of death

 Better off alone

 I 'm not pleased

 I don't care

 The relief of happiness

 I know I won't see

 Flowers on my grave

 I wanna love

 I wanna live

 But I've been so long adrift

 (I) Gotta take the helm

 finally reach my fate

 Some out takes were filmed in my life

 Good takes were always lost files

 Media offline between black clips

 Final cut never released

 This is my premiere

 I 'm not pleased

 I don't care

 The relief of happiness

 I know I won't see

 Flowers in my grave

 I wanna love

 I wanna live

 But I've been so long adrift

 (I) Gotta take the helm

 finally reach my fate

 Take these lies

 and make a suitcase

 Fill it with your dreads,

 seal it with a kiss

 Sink it to the ocean

 In slow motion

 Kill future laments

 like in abortion

 Self Abortion

 Self Abortion

 My last option

 I'm not pleased

 I don't care

 The relief of happiness

 I know I won't see

 Flowers in my grave

 I wanna love

 I wanna live

 But I've been so long adrift

 (I) Gotta take the helm

 finally reach my fate