Deep at the seat of thoughts At the heart of life At the birth of sight and significance Reigns the empire of loss With its coat of dust drowning memories and skills in a glance When, at the dawn of night Suspicions arise Ripples fill the mind and the sky When through the shards of light Seeps the blood of time, the descent through the void of denial Within our veins beats a world in peril As our breath slows down sketches race around designed to fade In a whirlwind time ravages, seals our fate A paradox As we get the sense of all these steps on Earth Decay begins In our cells the clock keeping pace, starts the chase Long I have trod on the shores of this ocean of light Wishing for moments to turn into stillness and grace Old age has claimed my strength, my freedom and left me to fight Growing gaps of silence, a void crawling into the space Where is the soul when they leave when they part with their shell And come back in a moment of brief and hopeful sight May it be far From our fears From the sound of our tears In a river of wisdom and peace I am lost to the world Chained to the past Leaving behind a body of glass I am bound for the west yet Tied to the east shore Present in body but in soul no more In the warmth of the sun There I will dwell Far away from their grief, from the darkness of my cell I forgot all their names Caused so much pain I find my peace in the memories again Memories of a long lost day Never prepared for the loss of senses Facing demise with incapacity Chasing the thoughts Watching us fall and suddenly slip away Hopeless attempts Short term memory down but covering the wreck We’re wandering The power to think, the power to reason gone Episodes of clarity, I venture into lucidity Stranded in a concrete sea I wake up alone on the way Emptiness is spreading, and feeding my fragility Slave to the present, the puzzle, alas I betray