These self-destructive ideas persevere
Never ceasing suicidal fantasies
Turning against this fleshly existence
Consumed by the gnawing void
Drink the pungent elixir
Indulge in it with great excess
To drown the despair
Until my body accepts it no longer
The euphoria begins to subside
The spiraling decline dominates
Now dwelling in the abysmal gloom
Strengthening the desire for death’s embrace
Regurgitate
As life endlessly carries on
An utterly irrelevant journey
Finding no solace in the mundane
Melting down the walls of sanity
As life pointlessly carries on
The abominable cravings resurface
Loathing perpetuates, anguish permeates
Descending into madness
Stimulate the melancholia
Submerged in the prevailing dependence
Adhering to the infernal degeneration
Mental deterioration, inebriated oblivescence
We roam the earth without significance
A preposterous notion
From conception to conclusion
These self-destructive ideas persevere
Never ceasing suicidal fantasies
Turning against this fleshly existence
Consumed by the gnawing void
As life pointlessly carries on
The spiraling decline dominates
Strengthening the desire for death’s embrace